Monday, July 21, 2008

I'm in one of those moods.

The sort of mood that's making me want to type with proper capitalization, apparently. Also the kind that's making the world seem overwhelming. Generally that's a sign that what I need most is sleep. Since when do I do what I should, though? I don't know... I don't even remember what inspired me to log in to blogger. It's not important. I just decided my page looked in need of updating.

Alas I have nothing significant to say. It's summer. I never thought I'd be who I am. I never expected to end up here. With these relationships. With these bad habits. With these talents. In these circumstances. I'm glad I didn't see this coming. It would've been a whole lot less exciting this way.

There's a ton of things I need to have done that I haven't... and I'm on here... telling myself I need to give in and go to bed. Yes... I think I'll do that. Going to bed. Hmm. Staring into the dark at the ceiling for a few hours. Falling asleep as the sun comes up. Tossing and turning. Those dreams again. Nightmares. Wake up. Exhaustion. The day begins.

Goodnight, world.